For the 60 million knitters in America, Stephanie Pearl-McPhee (a.k.a. I am so, so sorry for your loss. your own Pins on Pinterest Sending Great Love. Knitters, it would appear that I knit that huge blanket on a 2.75mm needle. Sending gentle caring thoughts to your whole family. I am so, so sorry. Skip to secondary content. Just shattering. I wish there was something more to say than that. Words cannot expreas.. Sending love to your family. Sending prayers and thoughts to Meg and for you all in these tragic times. Holding you and your family in our hearts, Hold each other tight..she’s with her great grandmother in a lovely place..peace be yours❤️. All my love to you and your family. We’re all holding you and your lovely family in our hearts. Your family is in my thoughts. I am not sure how to send love and hugs through the internet, but I’m really trying. ), I learned a lesson really early on in blogging and being a writer. Charlotte Bonnie – a beautiful soul, forever loved, forever part of you. I am so sorry for this terrible loss in your family. your own Pins on Pinterest Oh, my dear Stephanie. It is tradition in our family for me to knit a blanket for every baby born into it. My thoughts are with you all ❤️. My heart aches for all of you. I am so sorry, I know how you feel. your own Pins on Pinterest Such a heartbreaking, sad news. Prayers of strength and love for all of you. Skip to primary content. I have been in your shoes and it is not a path I ever want to walk again. This song has helped me through a lot. I’m (mostly) over it, and it taught me not to go looking for what people think of me, and I’ve been happier for it. God bless you all. I am so very, very sorry that this happened to you of all families at this of all times. I seldom have such exquisite timing. I am so sorry for your loss. Well, that was too big too, and I didn’t even finish the swatch, just ripped it off the needle in disgust and tried a 3.25. I will hold you and your family in my heart, with a wish that you will all find some comfort and peace in the days to come. I’m anxious to help in some way. Contributions to Knitters Without Borders, specifically in memory of Charlotte Bonnie? Your beautiful baby will always be missed. My condolences, wishing you all peace of heart. She was so loved and so wanted and so cared-for. Condolences and love to you all. Sending all the love and support I can offer your way. I am so very sorry. I am so very sorry for your family’s tragic loss. Wishing you strength. Tous les calins du monde Steph. I’m so, so sorry for your loss. Each of them has been swathed in the stuff from the word go – I’m a big fan of wool on babies and littles for a million reasons, you guys know most of them. The knitting world is reaching out as best we can with love and deep sorrow. I’m so sorry. I’ve been looking at Oatmeal Stout. Place skein of yarn on swift and untie the securing threads, i f your yarn is not in a hank you can wind it onto a swift to make the dyeing process easier. Know that even from the distance of a blog, you and your family are loved. The Blog sends it’s love, I send my love, I wish I could do more. You can trim these long pieces later, but I like to use them to secure the pom pom to whatever I am making or to hang it. My heart is utterly broken for you all. Please accept a quiet virtual hug. There are no words. I added “I have changed” to the list of things that I worry about each night, the list of things that I am going to fix in the morning when I wake up and begin my life as a whole other person. My heart goes out to you all. My thoughts are with Meg, Alex, Elliot — all the family as you grieve. Holding you all in my heart. So incredibly sorry for your family’s loss. Sending love xxx. Just right, and the gauge almost matched the original (a little different but that’s likely the stitch pattern change) and I did the math, and then I did the math again, and then I washed the swatch and did the math again and yup. Sending you all love and Light. may her memory be a blessing, and may you and yours know no more sorrow. Thanks for keeping your readers around the world up to date – most of us are strangers after all! My condolences for the loss of your beloved little angel. Our hearts are breaking with you. Please accept my condolences and know that The Blog will be here, united, for you and your family when you are ready to return. I am so sorry for your loss, for Meg, for Alex, for your entire family. Oh how heartbreaking. Please know that your family has all the sympathy and support The Blog and knitting community can offer. Yarn Harlot. There are no words to express the sorrow felt. This is heartbreaking news. This is a devastating thing, and I so wish you would all be spared from living through this. With love forever. Oh, Stephanie, I am so, so, so sorry for your and your family! I am so very sorry for your family’s loss. Oh Steph and family…I’ve been checking the blog every day and today I gasped in dismay. I will be thinking of you and praying for you all. Prayers and condolences to your entire family. I can’t stop thinking about you and your family, especially your beautiful daughter Meg. Poor Meg! I used Rowan Big Wool and Berkshire Bulky. There are no words. Please know I am keeping you all in my prayers and thoughts. My heart breaks for your family. I rarely post, but I just wanted to say that I am soo sorry to hear this. Like most other attempts to become someone I am not, like someone who answers email instead of knitting or never goes to bed with a dirty kitchen or is impossibly kind at every turn, or never holds bitter thoughts, or eventually uses lipstick… it has been an abject failure. Your blog, volunteer work, creative spirit, and amazing sense of humor have truly inspired and lifted me through some challenging times. They just said I had changed, and it is true. Take as much time as you need. It cannot ease the pain. I am so sorry. Sending love. Joe’s still hacking up a lung, though I’m just about entirely recovered, though the number of flights, work, family and parties over the last few weeks just about killed us. My friends and family share their love –. Your family is a tight well loved group who will travel this journey knowing that when one branch is overwhelmed, the others will hold them up, no questions asked. Words are very hard to come by during this time. Whoo-boy. We donate already to SANDS here, and when has been settled where you would like the expression of love for Charlotte to go, we will send money to them too, to help them to help you, and other families through the devastation it brings. First, why the H.E.double-hockey-sticks didn’t I write this down? Frustratingly helpless to ease the suffering of our shattered children while dealing with our own grief and sorrow. To you and your whole family. Check out the free pattern for the Kid’s Cowl on Plymouth’s website. Sending much love and strength to all your family. Take care of each other. I’m so sorry Stephanie. Oh Stephanie, I’m so sorry for you all. Heartbroken for your and your family. May Charlotte’s parents, her brother, grandparents, aunties and everybody else find comfort in these devastating times. Posts Tagged ‘granddaughter’ When the curse trickles down the family line… 24Nov08. I am so so sorry to all in your family. My favourite one is this the crochet method, directly onto the needle. Wishing solace for all of you. Surrounding you and your family with prayers of comfort. May the few memories you have of her, and all the memories you have of anticipating her, bring you and yours joy always. I am so very, very sorry. My heart and love go out to you and you family. I am so so sorry for your loss. I’m so very sorry for your tragic loss. Oh, Steph. Yarn Harlot. Take care of yourself and your lovely family. ❤️. Main menu. We will help however we can. I’m so very sorry for your loss, arohanui ki a koutou. How utterly and completely devastating. I am so, so sorry. Charlotte was loved so tremendously. I’m so sorry for your loss. So, so very sorry for your loss. so devastated. I felt ashamed that I had let this person down- and extrapolated that therefore I had let so many people down, and tried to deal with the bad feelings around all of that. Take all the time you need to hold each other close as you traverse this valley. Oh my God, Stephanie and family. I’m so sorry. I’m a grandmother also and yet can not fathom the pain of such a loss. I am so sorry for your loss. It’s so desperately unfair that she’s not here to share it. I wish there were something I could do. Love and prayers. I am so sorry for the loss your family has suffered. Words cannot express my heartfelt sympathy for the loss of your little angel. My love to you all and many gentle hugs. So incredibly sorry. Words fail. I am so sorry for your loss, I am so sorry for your loss. I’m so deeply sorry for your loss. I’m so saddened for your family. So many of those US size charts are different. (Assuming they are successfully washing the littles in question, and if they’re not then I think there’s another issue to address before sweaters.). Yesterday I was picking up in Megan and Sam’s room (well, not really “picking up” picking up would imply that I was sort of tidying. I cannot even imagine the pain. How incredibly unfair! I’ve been lighting a candle for your sweet girl each day since you broke the news. May her memory be for a blessing. Ever. Peace be with you all. You and your family will be in my thoughts throughout the coming days. And you have to go get a hook. Thinking of you all during this incredibly difficult time, and sending you strength and love. Sending you all love, love, love. The Yarn Harlot's Bag of Knitting Tricks Yarn Harlot: The Secret Life of a Knitter I am so sorry for your loss. I am holding you and your whole family in my heart. My deepest sympathies to you and to your darling Meg and also to Alex. My prayers are with you and your family as you endure this deepest pain. I am so very sorry. The tears will not stop today. Second, I feel sure that I would have used a 3.5mm needle. The blog, as Stephanie likes to call us is reeling at this terrible tragedy. not. ***TEST** Yarn Harlot. the Yarn Harlot) shares stories of knitting horrors and triumphs, knitting successes and defeats, but, mostly, stories about the human condition that ring true for everyone-especially if you happen to have a rather large amount of yarn in your house. I will keep Charlotte Bonnie, and her entire family, in my prayers. My heart is breaking for you. Heartfelt prayers and love to your family. my heart goes out to you and your family . Prayers for you, your family, and especially Meg. We are all grieving with you and your family. I am so incredibly sorry. Love, Bonnie. I am so very sorry to hear of your family’s loss. I am so very, very sorry for your family’s tremendous loss. I will pray for all of you. (One skein for the size 2, knit a little longer in the arms and body, because Elliot’s almost the height of a three year old, but pretty skinny.) I am so, so, very sorry. Ravelry group is here https://www.ravelry.com/groups/yarn-harlot-fans In case the link won’t post – it’s called Yarn Harlots Fans and is an open group. Still struggling to make any sense of this hearbreak. Posted on September 29, 2009 by Stephanie Pearl-McPhee The weather at the coast is rainy and cool, and it’s given me time to think and make decisions (and knit.) I can only guess at the depth of your sorrow. I will keep Alex, Meg, Elliot and you and Joe in my prayers. I am so, so sorry. My thoughts are with you all as you figure out how to go on. My deepest sympathies to the entire family! I am so terribly, terribly sorry for your loss. Lots of love from England. I can’t imagine how tough this is ❤️❤️. Discover (and save!) I am so so sorry Take care of yourselves. So sorry. Yarn Harlot tells all those stories with humor, insight, and sympathy for the obsessed. I will say a prayer for you all. Post navigation ← Previous Next → Done, done and done. Posted on March 19, 2020 by Stephanie Pearl-McPhee. Holding you all in my thoughts and prayers as you grieve for Charlotte together. I’m so sorry- no parent (or grandparent ) should have to endure the death of a child/sister Love love love love love. I am so deeply sorry for your endless loss. I cannot even imagine the weight of your grief during this difficult time. Your email address will not be published. Sending big, supportive HUGS to you and yours. Main menu. I ripped that out too. You’re welcome, future Steph. Unbearable, and yet you all must bear it. Just love. Sending love to all of the family. So you can imagine my delight when she cast on for an Antler Cardigan a few weeks ago! Change back, I thought. your own Pins on Pinterest Thank you for making our days brighter. MY heart just breaks for you and your beautiful family. Much love to you all. My heart is aching for you and your family. I am so sorry for your loss. Dear Stephanie, I am so very sorry to hear of your loss, and sorry too that there is nothing I could say in a situation such as this, that could possibly ease your family’s grief at all, at all. Love to you all especially for Meg. Thank you so much for sharing this content. Because she lived, she was loved, and she mattered. We all love you, sister. Sending sympathy. My deepest sympathy for the loss of this precious one. Loving you all, so much. (In fact, after the divorce I took all the things back I had ever made the ex. I looked at the blanket, looked at the yarn, thought about how big that blanket is and what I was likely to have done, and swatched on a 4mm needle. When you think of any way in which we can support your family, please let us know. Notes in hand, I popped over to my own archives, deftly searched up the posts where I was knitting the thing three years ago and… do you know that in the two months it took me to knit that, I never wrote down my needle size? Much love to you and your family. She will be Brian's little sister, and the daughter of Richard and Kate. My heart is broken for you all. My heart breaks for your family, so many tears. I embrace you all, and am sending my love to Meg and you and all. I’ve made a bunch of them now… I’m so sorry. I’d been refreshing the page for days waiting to hear and see that first picture of a precious baby. Holding your whole family in our hearts. Thinking of you all. There are no words. Oh my heart is breaking for. Such devastating news. What a terrible thing. My heart is breaking for you and your family. We will hold little Charlotte Bonnie in the light. We the Blog love you Meg, Alex, Eliot, Charlotte, Harlot and the rest of the family. Now, I don’t need reassurance here that I am un-weasel-like. Love & hugs to all, This news left me in tears. So, so sorry to hear this devastating news. Like, with scissors. My heart aches for you. Bless you and your entire family, thoughts and prayers are with you all. I cannot imagine what you and your family are feeling right now. Your family has had just too much. Discover (and save!) I have quietly followed your blog for years here in Australia – you have brought such happiness and laughter to me during this time, and I have always been awed by your sensitivity, considerateness, strength, and resilience during the tough times you have faced as well. I am so very sorry. I cannot imagine the loss that you, and Meg in particular feel. You want to hear that healing comes. Color your yarn being careful not to damage the strands, and make sure you flip the skein over to color the other side! With love, CJ. Stephanie Pearl-McPhee, aka the Yarn Harlot, is a knitter, a mum (she's Canadian), a doula, the inventor of the word " kinnearing " and a super fun writer. Bouillon roses with french knot centres, and fetching little satin stitch buds, a meandering path of split stitch, and wee lazy daisy leaves. I know your heart is breaking three times, for you, and your daughter, and for the baby. My deepest condolences. May her memory be a blessing. Your family is in my heart. Oh, Steph. I grabbed a ball of some decent upstanding wool from the cupboard, and slammed out a pair for myself, just using the mitten pattern I carry in my head (thanks Aunt Helen) and this morning when they were done and dry,  I looked at them and realized that I deserved better – sure, a good plain pair of handknits is never wrong, and at least I was back in the game, but I was pretty sure I could do more. In the meantime, I know your mom will take good care of her. I’m so very sorry. I try not to go to Amazon and see what people think of me, I try not to visit forums where I’m discussed, and let me tell you, I learned this the hard way. My hear aches for you and Meg and your family. So sorry to hear of this loss to you and your family. I am so sorry. I have on my resume that I was the Chair of a big charity, and I learned how to manage spreadsheets. She was beautiful. Love, thoughts and prayers for you all. So sorry for your loss. Stephanie Pearl-McPhee isn't a Goodreads Author , but she does have a blog, so here are some recent posts imported from her feed. Oh Stephanie! Crap. There are no words…just hearts breaking with and for you. M. Oh, Stephanie. My deepest condolences. Dear Stephanie and family, I’m so very sorry. The pieces are done — and we expect the baby to arrive any day now. No words are good enough. The crochet method… well, it takes longer at the beginning. I am so sorry. Posts Tagged ‘yarn’ Why the Blog Exists. Hugs to you all. I always start these blankets with a provisional cast on so that when I’m done the square and have live stitches at the top, I can unpick the cast on and have live stitches at the bottom, which has a terrific symmetry and means the bottom and top are equally stretchy. I’ve been where you are…I’m so awfully sorry. May it all help. I am so very sorry for your loss of darling Charlotte Bonnie. I will try to change back. I have also had some lovely compliments about my knitting from my 5-yr-old granddaughter, Coco. Please know that I am holding you and your lovely family in my heart through this tragic time. I cannot begin to imagine the depth of your sorrow. Thank you, Stephanie, for allowing us to share this journey. words fail me. I’m so sorry to read this. We share your sadness and heartbreak. I am heartbroken. So sorry to hear this sad news! Words are not adequate. I am heartbroken for you and your family. Take time to grieve and love and heal. Take care of yourselves. Was really looking for happiness, a glimpse light and joy. I didn’t need to go any farther to see that it was too big. Praise be to our wonderful Creator for her life. My heart goes out to you and your family. I’ve followed you for 15 years and never left a comment until now. Words are so completely inadequate for this, but my heartfelt condolences to you and your family. Hugs and I am holding you and your family in my heart. Oh, dear people, I am so very sorry for your loss. I am so sorry. Only my deepest hope that each of you will find what each of you need at this time and in the days, weeks, months ahead. Darned close. All our condolences to Meg and her family. Oh no! Your clan is so strong and so tightly woven, if any family can come through this on the the other side, it is yours. It’s just too much grief, and I wouldn’t wish it on anyone. 49. Our Granddaughter will be with us really soon – I’ve got enough time to knit her a million things if I stay on it, but I’m prioritizing her blanket first, or at least that’s what I’m telling myself as I keep working on a little sweater for her. My grandson wanted one when he saw it but he wants his in the UVM colors of … Treasure them- whether they go with her, stay in this world as a physical memory, or go on to her siblings as a connection between her and them. May our Looking forward to your next post. Hearts are breaking for you all over the world. I’m so sorry she didn’t get to be in this world for long but she knows your souls and the love of the people who surrounded her as she grew. We all love you. I am not a daughter any longer, I am an orphan. There are never the right words for something so devasting. Much love to all of you in your grief. Absolutely heartbroken for you. Thank you Rams, for arranging this. You have been an inspiration in my life but I know that will be meaningless for you now. ending love. my heart aches to read this… prayers for all of you. Sending {Hugs}, and prayers, to all of your family and friends. Stephanie Pearl-McPhee (better known as the Yarn Harlot) is a prolific knitter, writer and blogger known for her humorous but always insightful anecdotes and stories about knitting triumphs and tragedies. I am so terribly, terribly sorry for your family- and especially for Meg. Elliot is coming for a sleepover tonight, and he’s still too little to sleep in Grammy’s big bed by himself, so I’ll have a few hours sitting in the bed after he’s asleep to get it done. If there is anything that you need, you need only ask. My deepest condolences. I’m so very sorry. This is a lie. My heart aches for you, Meg and all your family. Now seems the time for me to purchase and cast it on. This site uses Akismet to reduce spam. I’ve posted in the YH group on Ravelry as well, and I can be reached there if anyone has ideas to share. We grieve with you. I am so terribly, terribly sorry. My deepest sympathies. (I admit “pay off like never before” is a wild and gross overstatement. My heart breaks for your family. (I cannot link to that, because it is so silly that almost nobody advocates it.) Your little light had gone and I am so so sorry. I can’t imagine the right words to comfort anyone through something that can only feel wrong. As your joy has been our joy, so now is your grief our grief. Sending love and hugs as all of The Blog stands behind you. This, rather predictably, has not gone well. You’re welcome, future Steph. Those words won’t help a bit, I know to ease your devastation. What a terrible loss. This is not “almost done.” This is about halfway done, and means I need at least three more repeats, likely four. Charlotte Bonnie is with your mom now and she will take care of her. Jul 13, 2019 - This Pin was discovered by Angela ☮ Hermer. I’m so very sorry. “Things change” she said, and I could tell how happy she was with her decision. Toutes mes condoléances. she must be distraught, but I hope she is physically well, and am glad, that at least she has her mother and father and sisters, as well as husband and son, to support her. Oh dear Steph and family – I can hardly see as I type this through my tears. I can’t think of other words. I lost my little granddaughter eight years ago next month so I understand your feelings. A heart-breaking loss. Warmest hugs. Oh my… my heart hurts for you and your family. Very glad you had time with her, but gutted at your unimaginable loss. Fast forward sixteen years, and here we are. Search. Please let us know what we can do. I too have been where Meg is. We send you all our love and thoughts and prayers and healing and everything that we cannot put into words. My deepest condolences to you and your family in this time of grief. So very, very sorry. Skip to secondary content. I can picture her great-grandmother Bonnie meeting her with open arms. For those who are longtime readers here but not in that Ravelry group, is it an open group and if so what is it called? There are no words. xoxo. Just as your family loves each other, we love you too. I have read your blog for over 10 years and you are like family. Oh Stephanie! Feb 10, 2018 - This Pin was discovered by Ann Carpenter. . God bless baby Charlotte. Dearest Stephanie and family, I’m sending you a thousand waves of love as you hold each other through this unimaginable loss. Search. I am so sorry. I am thinking of all of you~. Hold each other, care for each other. sending my love and sympathies to all the family. Gently and joyfully, her daughter crept closer, moved by the miracle that was her mother, and as she came closer, Meg concentrated more fully, relaxed more intently, softening, opening and welcoming and slowly, slowly, Charlotte found her way to us, until at last she was lifted from the water by the hands of her own parents, and the room dissolved into the purest form of happiness. I can be taught.). Sending gentle hugs and prayers for healing from gray and windy Texas. I send you peace such as you may find in heartbreak. It is all I can give and hope that it will help in some way. Jo xxxx. Sending my love to you all. I’m so, so sorry for your family’s loss. Unimaginable sadness. Love and blessings to you and your family. I am so so sorry for your loss. Take all the time you need. Our prayers are with you at this time of sorrow. Holding you and your family in my heart. Discover (and save!) I’ve been avoiding the chaos of social media and thought “the Yarn Harlots new grand baby should be here by now, let’s see how she’s doing.” And oh such heartbreak. My sincere sympathy to all of you. I have no words, just God Bless You and May Peace Be With You All. Nothing I can say makes any of this easier. I am so so sorry and wish I could hug you all. I’m so very sorry. So much for that, I tell you. I’m still deep in baby-knits land (the blanket is in the round now, and I’ve entered the phase where it looks like the worlds fanciest shopping sack) so frankly all my bandwidth for fussy things was used up, and then I had an idea. I’m so very sorry. I do frequent the places (online and in the real world) that other knitters do, and from time to time I read something about myself and have to reckon with it. My thoughts are with you and your family. “I’m sorry,” isn’t near enough – but nothing ever will be. Holding you all in my heart. And know that we’ll be here when you get back and every minute in between, sending love and hope from all corners of the internet. Peace and comfort to you and to all of your family. So very sorry for your loss. Charlotte Bonnie your wee heartbeat leaves a big imprint on this world. That is such sad news. Keeping you in my thoughts and sending you love. Thank you for letting us know and for letting us be a part of the journey in the first place. Sending love your way. Hugs and love to you all! There are no words. To them, I say this. I’m so sorry to hear this. We the blog hold you up and send all of our collective love to you and yours in this . Sending love to you and your family. So terribly sorry. Take time to heal. Your whole family has my deepest sympathy. I am so, so, so very sorry to read this. I am very sorry. I can’t even express how sad I am for your family. I’m so sorry for your loss. I didn’t respond earlier because everything I could say just sounded so inadequate. This is awful. …. You’re all in my prayers. your own Pins on Pinterest Your family is in my prayers. Meg, as you are aware, many of us have watched you grow up (model a lot of knitwear) and establish your own family unit. For the world’s too full of weeping, for you to understand.’. Charlotte Bonnie–a beautiful name for a lovely little girl–has been surrounded by love and always will be. Now, take a length of yarn, place it in the space between the two pieces, tie a half knot and pull tightly. Except to say how sorry I feel for each of you. Sincere condolences in this devastating situation. My baby died at 5 days and it has been over 40 years. Love and hugs and tears. (To be clear, Elliot feels that he is big enough, it’s Grammy and Poppy who feel that he should have company. Her name was Nora and she was beautiful. All together now: it could be substantial. Sending all the love. I’m so sorry for your loss. I am so, so sorry to hear this devastating news. Ann Budd will be teaching here at WEBS this summer. I’ll carry you all in my heart. Healing takes time, and this sort of loss can take so much more than any other. This breaks my heart. Weeping with you. My heart breaks for you and your family. Heartfelt love.P, Unutterably sad to hear that Charlotte Bonnie is gone. I am so sorry, there are no words . Be gentle with yourselves in the midst of so much pain. Stay strong for one another. Though I don’t know you nor you me, I find myself here in tears for you and your family. Mittens with fancy cuffs, mittens with Latvian braids, colourwork mittens, simple woollen mittens, and trigger finger mittens. My deepest sympathies to your entire family. To loose someone so quickly is awful. Over 50 million people in America knit. mail…  the other thing that hasn’t changed is The Bike Rally. There are no words. Sending love and hugs from TX. So very sorry for your loss. As a former OB nurse I’ve seen what families go through with a loss like this. Search. Mountains of it. I am so, so sorry. The average knitter spends between $500 and $1,700 a year on yarn, patterns, needles, and books. May Yehovah bless you and be your comfort. Sending you all my heart. I am so very sorry. We decided to try again and I spent the entire pregnancy in fear of a repeat of the previous one. Know that this bright and beautiful spirit was loved. Charlotte Bonnie was perfect and special and all yours, and so lucky to have had your love. I am heartbroken for you and your family. Much love to Meg and Alex, to you and entire family. I know I’m not part of your real family, but I’ve grown to love you and Meg and Joe and Elliot and ALL of you over the years as if you were part of mine. I am so sorry to hear of your loss. Oh Stephanie. You are not alone and we are here for you when you are ready. This breaks my heart – I can’t even fathom how yours is. Guess what? You take every bit of time you need and we’ll all be here sending you so much love. 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